hold back

i smell the scent of universe,
it's perfection seen in fields,
running across, i am a grain,
my mark and pain are dots within.

weary,  i am in agony,
forced to curse life's uncertainty,
i even blamed lands that bury,
but to myself i am really sorry.

i should not shout my sufferings,
for if i do, i seem not sane,
keeping myself tamed,
in silence, i am in lane.

untitled

I wrote a poem, a song,

i drew the moon,

then i smiled, i bloomed,

i saw you, my perfect tune.

I thought I'm strong,

and can be alone all along,

nay! I was a big wrong,

my joy is you, that i truly long.

I sealed you inside,

delivered you in my heart,

fastened in my sight,

if you go, life will never be bright.

In Time

Time manufactures what's unimagined,

                                                                           It manages what is not managed, 

It decides when undecided,

It ceases what now not ceased.

Time erases, protects, cases,

It speaks in its tricks,

It is playful when asleep,

But helpful when played a leap.

If heart's stricken, mind's shaken,

Endure pain for it doesn't last,

Grab the chance of life as it blasts,

In time, by time, life is taken.

I am for ...

I’m for truth,

For real,

For what is felt,

And unfelt,

I am for what is learned,

What is unlearned,

For imitated,

For created,

I’m not for promises,

I am for what I possess,

Not for an embrace,

But for a caress,

I am not for momentary,

But for ages long to carry,

I am not for love,

If sky colored it temporary.

I walk, run, fly, fall, cry,

I try,

Sigh,

Why?

frighten

Frozen, fragile, crimped, shaken,

Petrified, confused, uncertain,

Shall I walk a thoroughfare so cold?

But in your arms so warm, truly bold

And in your heart completely sold

Or choose a way in solitude,

Away from rain and real pain,

 I am in between,

Frighten.

In my palm I used to mould letters I haven’t told,

My eyes drew stairways unseen, so silent, so blue,

My lips say it not,

But my limbs do, it’s true, it points to you.